I don't know what to feel right now but it ain't good I know that.
jan83fry wrote:It's my pleasure to get an opportunity to discuss in this reputed forum. I love seeing people thrive online. It's such a great opportunity I have today.
Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind.
The kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
The most interesting people I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives,
some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don't.
RyoSoulreaper wrote:I haven't been my self lately and I just need a place to let it out here just seemed appropriate rather then throwing it on a note nobody reads on Facebook.
It's been about 2 weeks since I was asked to leave my job, and I've had more free time then I should. It's not that I don't have a job or anything that kinda upsets me it's just when left to thinking, I am so far behind everyone I know. I made the choice to skip a semester of college because we didn't have the money to afford anymore classes at the time so academically I lost a whole 3 months worth of education. I see everyone around me with dreams and goals of something they want to do, something they are good at, and me I have not a damn clue. I don't even know if I'm good at anything that matters. My interests jump too much. One day I could focus on something and get it done and the next the same thing becomes tedious and annoying.
The thinking also turns to the drama my small group faces. I feel horrible I don't really have any real advice to offer. Their issues are revolving around relationships, something I never actually had myself. It's not like I haven't tried, I have told how I felt but all of it was left unrequited. I can't tell my friends because being the teenagers they are they will try and make the other person the bad guy or persist on it. I need to do something about this, maybe what I need is someone who will make me feel better. I haven't had someone like that in ages, but chances are I won't find anyone for a while, If at all. I somewhat blame my condition on why I don't show the confidence I should. I am just afraid that it'll define me and I don't want it to do that. Pulling myself up is gonna be one helluva task.
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